well..there is no such word as losing a friend...

'i lost my friend'...thats what some people claim..
but i juz wanna say there is no such thing..
friend once means forever...
eventhough u feel like ur friendship is drifting apart..
away..and away...thats normal in real life...but they are there..
ready to be friend with anyone..its juz dat time costraint
has put people in different...like it or not..dats the truth...
i've experienced it b4...n still...but the fact remains the fact...
the truths standing upstill there...
juz go with ur ship...keep on going with ur life..
but dont ever 4get u have a friend named such n such...

well..now i need to be serious....

bring the weapon in and the cap on...since the new day of me will starting soon...haha.. i hope so...

today was a good day to start a new chapter btw...well..its fun...full with good stuff...

latihan pembangunan kepimpinan pelajar....well..i guess that what it mean...it was fun..developing skills n stuff ...well..at least i have something to do for my "weekends"...

and tommorow ..another boring sunday and end up doing my mls notes again...boring!!!!!!!!!!!!

since on monday i will have my malaysian legal system test...lol..its sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo weird actually..cant get the meaning of the subject..god....its hard i guess....btw,,still im blurr with my environment..friends...friends,,,,and ya...friends...

thining of having new one,,,but end up losing one...its hard actually,,,,,

being alone...so damn alone... no where to go..just me...myself...and my small world of mine..
i do need to start talking on what and who am i...i cant just always be the one who followed people..grow up!!!!! ( thats what they told me to do)

friends...thanks...alot....

by: amirnu

GOd SAVE Palestinians,goD save me

a new revolution, yet a new chapter of a better America:

"There's something happening when, people vote not just for party, that they belong to but the hopes; the hopes that they hold in common – that whether we are rich or poor; black or white; Latino or Asian; whether we hail from Iowa or New Hampshire, Nevada or South Carolina, we are ready to take this country in a fundamentally new direction. That's what's happening in America right now. Change is what's happening in America." -mr barack obama-

"akhirnya..aku kembali juga"..terima kasih....

em...munkin dah terlalu lama tak menulis..beku otak dan mind..terasa nak berbahasa ibunda...maaf...terlalu cepat masa berlalu sampaikan aku tak tersedar makin banyak yang aku tinggalkan dalam hidup ni..masa,,sahabat..kenangan...boleh ke dapat semula semu tu?? pernah juga tertanya..."sapa aku ni di atas bumi tuhan?"...pelik kan....knapa aku..dan bukan kau yang rasa hidup aku..selama ni aku melihat dunia dari kaca mata aku...tak pernah terlintas mahu bertanya pada orang disebelah.."apa yang mata kau lihat?".. terlalu lama aku berjalan di bumi ni..makin jauh aku terasa aku dah pergi..masa mengejar aku...dan aku berlari mengelak dia...maaf....semalam ada erbaca satu ayat.."sahabat adalah anda sendiri"...em....pelik...tapi mungkin penulis nya tahu maksud ayat itu..bagi aku.."sahabat adalah mereka"...

sadis......enak lagu ini...sedih....kesian...macam2....ada......(clishe kan??)

aku harap...aku mampu terima dugaan tuhan..amin,,,,,

aku berubah dari..satu..ke sejuta..tapi..aku tetap menjadi aku..harap2 la....

terima kasih kawan....dan kamu lah sebab mengapa aku trus d sni...Sayang sangat pada kamu....

What cant Tere be Two lover?

life cant be as difficult as it can be describe by human..thus,for me i think, people starting to question "why it cant be more than one?"..em..well...last weekend,i went to this one place call LLOca Moka House..its a coffe house and meet with my fellow friends and share stories on how life have been so far...so many stuff happen lately i guess?? and one of my friend suddenly said "im actually in love with a guy,,but..i got a boyfriend..em,,should i leav him for the other one?" why cant it be two i asked..n she said.."no..loyalty is what love meant to be".n i asked back "but why you can fall for the other one,if loyalty is your game?" she cometo a point of silent..n she barely spoken to me..just smiling,,,,n said "well..i cant be two when its only involving me and a guy"

i told her that.."life is worth of trying..dont be so stupid in forcing yourself to catch a flying bird..yes,u may get it..but it wont be the same..being two in a time.,,is what life want us to be.,.to choose...to find..to create what we want..loyalty?? hell with that...nothing is loyalt unless both of you guys really knw what it mean.."

"go and love the other guy..he deserve to have you also..and please..never ever try to keep a person that wsnt yours in your hand..let them brief...n cheerish the life.."

well..if love can speak..this is what it would say

"hell with the loyalty for me,cause i need more lover to make me more merier"

aPPrEciAtiOn !!

Diz post is quite personal act.juz wanna share wif u guyz wut I felt few days ago.my birthday was on 13th sept.i nvr tot dat my birthday diz year would be da great n meaningful one.it began on 12th sept nite,when they celebrated me wif a chocolate cake and it was like damn sweet as they kept singing and a smile could be seen on every single people’s face.i enjoyed dat nite even tough I got ‘colgate’ rite on my face.huh was it a joke? Yup I guess so..dat nite was away beautifully without my roommates..then, the happiness continued until tmrw when my bestfriend eva in secondary school from UMP came wif a rent car and took me out..breaking fasting outside..at TAJ..since I wasn’t meet him afta we left MARA KAYTEE,of cos I miss dat moment..afta a long time kept msgg via phone..no live communication..we met at last..everything was fine except for dat ‘disturbia’..huhuh…I got more than 3 presents these time n the most thing dat I could nvr 4get is a shirt-given by faiz n jery..feeling of appreciation is still remains in my heart n don’t noe when it will fade away..hope it wont..i appreciate every single thing they did n of cos I would nvr let myself to lose any friends of mine..coz ‘one goes,no more’..in friendship,we couldn’t expect everythg would be like we are hoping for n sometimes it would be like what we are avoiding to..thats da nature..the more we want to prevent,,the more they get closer..so we need to be fully-prepared n alwys ready for da things to happen..it mite not be tmrw but I mite be next week…it mite not next year..but it mite be one month later..nobodys know..only HIM know..we cant be perfect but we can try to be perfect…we cant be zero-flaws..but we can be a flaw..dats the thing..once u confront wif self-conflict,,ask urself..’are u matured enuf’..?...if da answer is yes,it means u’re not dat matured but u’re on the rite track in achieving the maturity..but if da answer is no,it means u got to change within the time…or else…u mite feel the consequences…wuteva it is..remember pls appreciate ur FRIENDs in ur own ways…

proud to be a man

living in the world where gender is being argue as a man identity..i found that people cant be open when discussing upon this matter. being gay,trans or even heterosexual wasnt an issue or arguement..be what you are in the sense of what you beleive is the need o todays sosial life. you cant say elton john is bad because hes a gay? judging people based on what they like is STUPID..im not making a statement but to be honest FUCK UP with all those people who argue on proper sexual orientation..Sexual needs is a personal matter of a person..let them be what hey want..stop being prejudis and discriminate.....a poet once said.."love is blind and do the lover,and never be blind as a love, to love a lover love.i can love who ever i need, even a elf of a broken dream.and i kiss my self in me, and i love the person i see"