What cant Tere be Two lover?

life cant be as difficult as it can be describe by human..thus,for me i think, people starting to question "why it cant be more than one?"..em..well...last weekend,i went to this one place call LLOca Moka House..its a coffe house and meet with my fellow friends and share stories on how life have been so far...so many stuff happen lately i guess?? and one of my friend suddenly said "im actually in love with a guy,,but..i got a boyfriend..em,,should i leav him for the other one?" why cant it be two i asked..n she said.."no..loyalty is what love meant to be".n i asked back "but why you can fall for the other one,if loyalty is your game?" she cometo a point of silent..n she barely spoken to me..just smiling,,,,n said "well..i cant be two when its only involving me and a guy"

i told her that.."life is worth of trying..dont be so stupid in forcing yourself to catch a flying bird..yes,u may get it..but it wont be the same..being two in a time.,,is what life want us to be.,.to choose...to find..to create what we want..loyalty?? hell with that...nothing is loyalt unless both of you guys really knw what it mean.."

"go and love the other guy..he deserve to have you also..and please..never ever try to keep a person that wsnt yours in your hand..let them brief...n cheerish the life.."

well..if love can speak..this is what it would say

"hell with the loyalty for me,cause i need more lover to make me more merier"

aPPrEciAtiOn !!

Diz post is quite personal act.juz wanna share wif u guyz wut I felt few days ago.my birthday was on 13th sept.i nvr tot dat my birthday diz year would be da great n meaningful one.it began on 12th sept nite,when they celebrated me wif a chocolate cake and it was like damn sweet as they kept singing and a smile could be seen on every single people’s face.i enjoyed dat nite even tough I got ‘colgate’ rite on my face.huh was it a joke? Yup I guess so..dat nite was away beautifully without my roommates..then, the happiness continued until tmrw when my bestfriend eva in secondary school from UMP came wif a rent car and took me out..breaking fasting outside..at TAJ..since I wasn’t meet him afta we left MARA KAYTEE,of cos I miss dat moment..afta a long time kept msgg via phone..no live communication..we met at last..everything was fine except for dat ‘disturbia’..huhuh…I got more than 3 presents these time n the most thing dat I could nvr 4get is a shirt-given by faiz n jery..feeling of appreciation is still remains in my heart n don’t noe when it will fade away..hope it wont..i appreciate every single thing they did n of cos I would nvr let myself to lose any friends of mine..coz ‘one goes,no more’..in friendship,we couldn’t expect everythg would be like we are hoping for n sometimes it would be like what we are avoiding to..thats da nature..the more we want to prevent,,the more they get closer..so we need to be fully-prepared n alwys ready for da things to happen..it mite not be tmrw but I mite be next week…it mite not next year..but it mite be one month later..nobodys know..only HIM know..we cant be perfect but we can try to be perfect…we cant be zero-flaws..but we can be a flaw..dats the thing..once u confront wif self-conflict,,ask urself..’are u matured enuf’..?...if da answer is yes,it means u’re not dat matured but u’re on the rite track in achieving the maturity..but if da answer is no,it means u got to change within the time…or else…u mite feel the consequences…wuteva it is..remember pls appreciate ur FRIENDs in ur own ways…

proud to be a man

living in the world where gender is being argue as a man identity..i found that people cant be open when discussing upon this matter. being gay,trans or even heterosexual wasnt an issue or arguement..be what you are in the sense of what you beleive is the need o todays sosial life. you cant say elton john is bad because hes a gay? judging people based on what they like is STUPID..im not making a statement but to be honest FUCK UP with all those people who argue on proper sexual orientation..Sexual needs is a personal matter of a person..let them be what hey want..stop being prejudis and discriminate.....a poet once said.."love is blind and do the lover,and never be blind as a love, to love a lover love.i can love who ever i need, even a elf of a broken dream.and i kiss my self in me, and i love the person i see"

stop condenming people..

what is da purpose of having as an islamic blog if it is just for the first impression and outter appearance? lets go back to the aims of islam itself..islam is a simple and perfect religion..it is depends on the people to describe and bring it to the next stage..to have better understanding link to dutafareast.blogspot.com ... once u know him..u will understand what i meant..

sUdDeN sAdNeSS

for the first time of my life as a blogger,i wanna write bout a sad sad thing.,diz story began last nite when my friend (jerky,not a real name) texted me saying dat he is goin' out from UiTM..i dont mind if he is really going...but i really concern of his money.,,oh my god..
is diz the dark side of mine? well..sometimes money brings us closer..dats da only thing i love bout jerky..for the past,it would be yes..but know,i realise dat money is not everything...there is something dat open up my eyes a litle bit bigger and my heart started to think twice..hehe...for those who are in the same shoes as jerky,think about this matter diz way..dont think too much on negativity...juz think bout da good effects that could be brought by changing course...and yeah it is undeniable dat sometimes parents know us better and sometimes decision made by them are damn correct and futureable...im gonna stop here...the day is raining die hard to day non-stop..im going to ECM....to break my fasting there...spending da last time wif jerky...hehehe...diz article mite be fake coz i dont know what i wrote...huhuh...

FoOtbALL , FUtsAL 'N' dEbAtE

what makes people love to play football ? why people are willing to pay rm5 and end up wif nothing more than tired and exhausted? i dunno..seriously...im a geek nerd boy that never ever played futsal even for once in a lifetime...im a normal human being that damn worst in playing football..what i like is just being a debater..dats all..

"why do you play football and futsal ? "
"juz for fun..and self-satisfaction"
"what do you get from diz activity?"
"erm..nothing..better skill though..healthy body"
"erm..dont you fell tired ?"

"quite but it is fun"
"is it worth? u pay for rm5 and u end up wif no victory?"
"yup..i feel relieved after playing"

huh...dats what people would say..after 18years being in diz world..i never thought dat there is a good thing by playing football or futsal..until now,i feel like waste and useless..i cant even play dat game although all men play well in dat sport..am i a true man? i asked my teacher bout diz..guess what my teacher said..he said 'hey..people are different..some people mite love sports and some mite not..it is depends to individual to set his mind as a reasonable man..'..i went home and thought,,
yap..he is true..so i tried to be like others..i went to play football one day..what happened is dat i could even get a chance to kick or even to touch a ball? while others were strugling for ball all-out,i sat at the right side of the field and started to think..what does people wanna achieve in diz game? yerp..i know..they juz wanna get da ball,set a goal and kick...GOAL !!!! all people are screAming when the ball hit its goal..then,,i started to be myself..do not go to the field anymore..juz relaxing my mind during the leisure time..i tried and keep trying to find what talent do i have in me..if people can play football when i dont..it must be that i can do something that people cant do..then i discovered..i could argue wif people on certain matters quite well and i could speak as well..i made a first step by joining a debate club..it was fun and everything went smooth..till i managed to represent my school for debate..while others were at the field running after a ball..i was at the room searching for a new material to be debated.. my life and others were quite different..seriously but i never felt i had been left apart by the community..thank god..there's people who can actually understand the human cycle and phscology..up until now im still a debater and keep debating for the college and it mite be stopped in a short time..why? i ll tell u later..let me share what is actually debate is all about and what benefits do debate bring to the people..basically debate is all about arguing..u can argue and u can speak..done!! the first step of being a debater is fulfilled..next what u ve to do is you should ve critical thinkings and creative mind..what i meant is dat u should ve a better thinking and your points must be logical and can be accepted by a reasonable man..done with it..you re now attain the last step of being a debater..u can read others mind..u can think rapidly..u can manipulate things..settle..all steps have been fulfilled..now is about ur self..whether u re brave and confident enough to speak and argue in front of others ? diz is not quite hard to obtain...juz keep this in mind..others people are damn stupid except you...there is no one can challenge as you are the great among the best...with all of these..realise it or not..u can surely be a great debater one day..by debating,it is actually can help you in your writting as well as your speaking..not only dat,it helps you in thinking fastly and logically..and worst come to worst...it teaches u how to manipulate and be a great supernova LIAR !! Hehehehehe... sometimes lying is not always bad..think about it people..

kFc oUt Of stOcK !!!

what the hell is happening ??? the most oustanding fastfood restaurants are now lack of foods.....is dat true ?? EcM ??
" may i have festive combo plz ? "
" yap...anything to add on ? "
"no,thats all"
"sorry sir,..no more bun left...no more bun coeslaw..
may i substitute it with kentang putar ? "
erk ?? lets us ban kfc....
my advice is if you afraid of getting loss....
stop doing bussiness...
we the malaysian need full-supplied of foods....